ok. I have mine. I'm good.
ok. *deep breath*
I cannot afford to stay at Baylor University.
Filed in the Special Circumstance Form with my dad's unemployment.
Baylor did not offer enough money for me to stay.
My mom, sister, and I considered alternative loans.
This morning, after much crying, worshiping the Lord, praying, worshiping, crying, crying, and crying some more...
I decided to stay here & go to Palomar Community College for 1 or 2 semesters --> I worked my butt off in high school so that I don't have to go here.
It is going to take a lot of broken pride for me to go...
I contacted the Financial Aid office one last time on the request of my hall director and future employer, Nadine.
I am awaiting their response to my last plea for help.
The Lord is giving me some peace about staying, although it is extremely painful to even think about not being at Baylor, Antioch, and Lifegroup.
I am a mess. I have a headache from crying too hard for so many days. and I am asking for your prayers:
-humility
-wisdom
-patience
-God's peace
-my mom's health. She cannot sleep from stress of Baylor and exhaustion from work {she works overtime to pay for everything = food, two people in college, my sister's wedding in 2.5 months, our house, animals, etc.} Her worry and lack of sleep has made her very ill...
-that I would find a community of believers/accountability partners
-my dad would get work {he is self-employed; general contractor}
I love you all and miss you with all of my heart, and more.
wow. thats really sad to hear. im praying. ill miss you, but at least you'll be back eventually.
ReplyDeleteYeah sorry to hear it. I went to Palomar alot during high school, and they have really good classes and great teachers (for the most part). The people are the only thing you have to deal with. You should hit up Deborah and see what classes you guys are taking...
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